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Monday December 22nd, 2025
This morning I am rewatching Christmas Jars after some React silliness. I am feeling the coolness and creaminess from my throat down to my belly from my morning chocolate Silk. I started really reading Pride and Prejudice and Mistletoe and I am 100% finishing the Twas the Night book by Pamela McColl. I am a little tired in some ways but in others ready to make things happen today. I was seeing different things and working on them with my finances as well for the future and that seemed to go ok. I am going to try to watch the Christmas ones from my DVDs as opposed to the streaming options as I have already. I will also see about getting a little bit of cleaning done as well. Maybe find a relaxing activity to repeat between readings while I also do a few different things throughout the day. I am trying to do breakfast now and my brain is like do we have to move to make that happen and is having a hard time doing things. I am leaning to force myself to eat between poptarts with my lame toaster or cinnamon sugar toast. I am thinking the toast will get the best result even if my AuDHD-ARFID brain is like NO.
I am still imbibing so much silk it is nuts today. Perhaps it is a hormonal thing, who knows? I got marginally cheaper treats of Sour Punch Straws and Laffy Taffy Sticks but they taste different as well today as if they will not satiate and only do to make me want more. I also need to grab more chips for my salsa when given the opportunity. I haven’t watched nearly as much Christmas as I should not even fully enjoying whatever it is I am watching. I fell asleep again on the sunny part of the couch to SVU with Sherlock at my side. I did my counseling and she thought I had good motion even though I so often feel stuck in so many ways even though as I have said possibilities are my thing. I think even though it doesn’t always feel that way that in Pride and Prejudice and Mistletoe and Twas the Night I am making more than enough progress for Christmas and need to crack el Grinch soon enough. I had the chips and salsa I did have on me for my lunch and hope I can simply eat corn and be ok for dinner. React did another on men knowing women so that will be fun in a moment with some more Silk. I then will try to get more of my Christmas done even with some rewatches but in Spanish of some of the things already seen this year at least once. Then maybe my DVDs as I said will finally be cracked, but first Toradora and its intriguing Christmas timeline.
Sunday December 21st, 2025
Today I am working on moving forward with my ability to come up with ideas and dream. The thing is that I am so executively at a loss, Depressed, and Anxious and it can be hard to find the pace and the place and the people who can deal with what I can do and what I CAN’T do. Like for a job. Teaching is my most fitting thing that I know how to do, so anything else not only is seemingly undoable, but also bound to lead to too much anxiety and the like.
Today I have been watching youtube WatchMojo crime videos, You’ve Got Mail, the Madea Christmas movie and Law & Order: SVU. I have eaten a tin of Barbecue Pringles and too much chocolate silk. I played Solitaire Association, practiced my review words in SpanishDictionary.com, and then started my cornell notes in this idea I have been holding for a while where it is the words in typical AVID format, but the summary is where I have perfected by writing it myself and then having ChatGPT check it and discuss correction with me for the words, all or most, on that page. I also started reading Pride and Prejudice and Mistletoe since I finished the Twisted Tale: Sally’s Lament this morning and will do a little reading on Twas the Night The Art and History of the Classic Christmas Poem Written and Compiled by Pamela McColl. The book I already said I started will also be nice as it will lead me to what I assume is a lovely movie as Mellisa De La Cruz’s novel has been made into one by who else, but Hallmark.
To refocus on my starting points I did my 3rd chapter of Alice in Wonderland on my channel. That after I came up with and posted on Facebook about a plan where I do a live read aloud as tutoring for fluency using kindle on screen as I did at BASIS famously and add in Quizlet links to add along with discussion in the reading vocabulary and spelling study help that in that form is optional, and every few weeks incorporating Kahoots into it live with the kids who would easily be of any age with the way I do it. This will be a money set for me when teaching doesn’t keep up which it doesn't often for people who do not have my executive dysfunction issues, but also a weight off my soul as READ was at BASIS the past 2 years.
I fell asleep as I was dragging a little today and with my Seasonal Affective Disorder I think being in the sun for that bit on my couch because of the time of day was probably good for me in some way. I will be more sure to make use of my SAD lamp the rest of the week. I also have been doing better fighting my dental care sensitivities and so doing a better job getting that done more thoroughly. I have enjoyed leaving a few AMVs in the background now and then with the beauty of the colors and stories of my shows and then the music, it’s too amazing. I did a good progress with Twas the Night due to the friendly structure of the book. I am looking at courses online with different set ups like Udemy and Coursera and such to do with my hobbies and Cornell notes set ups the possibilities are beautiful. I need to be strategic to get the most out of them with the best monetary value. I just love learning so much. Life is about possibility more than anything. I had some of my mother’s vegan cake she made me. It is tiring since it's so full of sugar and needs to be washed down with so much silk, but it is delicious.
We will see what I can drag myself into eating this evening as I have an hour before bed. Playing GoodsMasters3D while watching or listening to my stuff between reading has been nice as well. I should be able to finish the 3 books already mentioned this week with Christmas. It would be awesome if I could do the same with Juniper’s Christmas by the author of Artemis Fowl, but that is to be seen. I should, though if I push myself, be able to read the Grinch in Spanish. The thing that stops me is knowing I will want to look up everything instead of just reading as much as I can when it comes to reading in Spanish even the 46,887 words cleared on SpanishDictionary.com beg to differ about me needing to do such a thing. That isn’t even including the other 12,213 I have reviewed at least once as well. Sherlock has been especially on the couch with me these last few days which is awesome as he has spent a bit of time on the bed since we have moved here even if he does come out to hang occasionally. I found a new song with the AMVs. A Fruits Basket one showed me that I needed to get All I Know So Far by P!nk. I think all this writing has been good for me and I made a few good social posts to Facebook and such as well. I ended up eating my “Meatball” Marinara from Gardein. It’s a good dinner, but it would be better for a day I need more in me and later in the week.
Hopefully I get decent sleep. Sudoku in the dark on my lightened down Switch is always nice in the hour before real sleep. What is nice is that I now know that I can use one of my tumblers to hold my Sprite and put it in and refill everyday even the old stuff won't be flat so I just have to make sure it gets cold again before the next night. Good thing too that it is Sprite Zero and Sprite in and of itself is caffeine free so that makes it good to not just have water at bedtime. ✌️
Monday November 10th, 2025
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Donuts and Chocolate Silk for breakfast
Full Vocabulary Work on SpanishDictionary.com
Law & Order with Breakfast
Hula Hoop & Happy Sesame Street Day
Proper behavior during class games frustration and such Sesame theme
Help kids with Double Digit Multiplication
Figuring out how to turn answers into sentences when spelling is an issue
Work with frustration
Deal with lack of productivity
5th Grade Math
3rd Grade Reading
SpanishDictionary.com Vocabulary
Website Work
Look for other student
Tell kids about test
SpanishDictionary.com Vocabulary
2 Packets of Lenny & Larry's Crunchy Cookies
Pay National General
Slight chest anxiety feelings for last hour 1:11pm
Kinda tired
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